Fall

[Chorus]
Sitting on top of the world
Here comes wind that starts to whirl
Throwing you off from your classy throne
This happens to all when we're grown
So now that you've lost your crown
You're going down and now you are
Falling!

[Verse 1]
Back in the day balling out of control
Hear my shoes everywhere, see their soul?
My sneakers are speakers as well as teachers
Praising my word on the curb just like preachers
Building my self upwards monumental towers
Staying only in the penthouse: that is power
You cower from the gold that I hold
The story untold so I unfold from the mold
Creating and inflating my world's economy
Shaping up knowledge like a college degree
Ready to drop it to the earth, let it fall
The citizens stall and they shout up and call
The information of the existing foundations
Start to deteriorate their own continuation
Top of my empire. Can't go any higher.
Why not jump? I'll just get flyer.

[Chorus]
Sitting on top of the world
Here comes wind that starts to whirl
Throwing you off from your classy throne
This happens to all when we're grown
So now that you've lost your crown
You're going down and now you are
Falling!

[Verse 2]
You hear it too many times before
The rich and famous fall to poor
So I handle it in my place saving face
Instead of dropping, I fall from grace
I don't fall like the walls of great castles
Why cause an effort? Just too much hassle
Enjoy how the view is before you get clueless
If you try to stay up just know the birds are ruthless
Leave you toothless and take everything away
Destroy your hay day and everything you made
Once you hit the ground, the bottom of the chain
You can climb up and try to rise to fame
But it's inevitable. You will one day descend
Don't try to make believe or try to pretend
I'm not trying to fight the air currents
I'll fall with it. In fact, I prefer it!

[Chorus]
Sitting on top of the world
Here comes wind that starts to whirl
Throwing you off from your classy throne
This happens to all when we're grown
So now that you've lost your crown
You're going down and now you are
Falling!

[Verse 3]
Then I catch my second wind on the gentle breeze
On the mental ease I make instrumentals plead
I start to bleed and sweat and cry like the sky
My pain and their rain is just all the same
Fall like feathers from an eagle's wing
I fall like a note dropping octaves to sing
It's going down like the degrees when it hits freeze
When leaves fall down from their trees to our knees
It's a full cycle. I now rise like yeast
I'm the beast that will stampede the east
I get a third, a fourth and even a fifth wind
All the way to my forty-seventh if I didn't win
I'm flying effortlessly on a paper airplane
As I gain I see their disdain
I'm fighting giants that are 10 stories tall
The bigger they are, the harder they fall

[Chorus]
Sitting on top of the world
Here comes wind that starts to whirl
Throwing you off from your classy throne
This happens to all when we're grown
So now that you've lost your crown
You're going down and now you are
Falling!
Seems like I'm Falling.
Falling!
Seems like I'm Falling.
Falling!
Seems like I'm Falling.
Falling!
Seems like I'm Falling.
Falling!
Seems like I'm Falling.
Falling!
Seems like I'm Falling.
Falling!
Seems like I'm Falling.
Falling!
Seems like I'm...

Justice Is Blind

Girls wearing blinders and find they're target
No matter what, even if it's a closed market
They'll lock on and just get that man and his flesh
Lust controls them and see just the fresh
But they don't see the consequences of their actions
Splitting apart people like math fractions
Some females will never look at the finer details
Only see flash and cash, the rims and the spree wells
They'll fly down speed wells despite the destination
With no preparation and short limitations
They'll be in, get out, and never know their route
Swarm up they man like a river of trout
If you don't want bad things, heed a warning
Broken hearts, empty wallets, alone in the morning
If you don't understand the company you find
Trust your instincts, justice is blind.

Stab you in the back and smile at your face
Meet a girl like that and you'll be sure to lose grace
The strings in the background tell a story
Of great sadness and only melancholy
Some of these ladies will act plain crazy
Doesn't phase me, but it might affect your baby!
Sleep with him, and they might sleep with that
Doesn't matter if he's fat. Just boostin up stats
They talk crap with sweet nothings behind your back
They'll go up and down just like chimney stacks
Speak like an actress and lays on a mattress
Never alone, her relationships have no status
No matter what you say, they won't listen
You can see it in their eyes, that sinful glisten
But in the end, they're all in our grind
So remember, trust your instincts: justice is blind

Contrary to Popular Belief

[Chorus]
Contrary to popular belief:
I hide my feelings deep
Contrary to popular belief:
I get lost inside my sleep

Contrary to popular belief:
I'm climbing on a mountain side steep
Contrary to popular belief:
I'll never know what to keep

[Verse 1]
Contrary to popular belief, I'd rather bare teeth
Than lose beef, then it's just less grief
The only reason I stay fitted to my digits
Is because I don't know what's my own limit
And I'm afraid of what I'm capable of, not proud
If I lay down now, I might never make a sound
I surround myself with crowds of people
Just to make myself feel a little bit equal
The exterior has a cooler temperature
But if you measure me, you'll see different weather
You can see only the top surface: perfect
But beneath 6 feet deep is cracking nervous
With no principle, it's quite simple.
There's more to me than golf ball dimples
Contrary to popular belief:
I'll duck into myself like a nighttime thief

[Chorus]
Contrary to popular belief:
I hide my feelings deep
Contrary to popular belief:
I get lost inside my sleep

Contrary to popular belief:
I'm climbing on a mountain side steep
Contrary to popular belief:
I'll never know what to keep

[Verse 2]
Contrary to popular belief: I'll act like the big Chief
Even if I lie through my teeth or keep it brief
I'll say everything's fine to keep an illusion
Call it delusion. Go ahead and make a conclusion
With my exclusion I can try to find my meaning
Though my smile might be beaming
I'm a lost soul in a body that has clarity
Mind creates calamities and my heart dares to beat
With no where to go and no place to call my own
I find it in myself and in someone else I call home
I'm a believe it or not, a strange fruit project
Stay hidden like objects inside of pockets
I'll fit like scissors inside electrical sockets
Give me a spaceship, a plane or a rocket
Contrary to popular belief:
I'll run away from my problems: though it makes me weak

[Chorus]
Contrary to popular belief:
I hide my feelings deep
Contrary to popular belief:
I get lost inside my sleep

Contrary to popular belief:
I'm climbing on a mountain side steep
Contrary to popular belief:
I'll never know what to keep

[Verse 3]
Contrary to popular belief: I'll hold onto my dreams
Though it silly to everyone it seems
I'll cry through pain and solve dilemmas in my brain
Even to some disdain: I'll stay in the rain
I'll wait for the sunshine. It'll be my time
Until then I'll just continue to polish my rhymes
It's sublime if you see me on a good day
I'll give you a nod and a grin and be on my way
You might think I'm a little too confident
Only way to make me seem some what competent
The clothes and the glow is all just artificial
In this day and age it's all ritual
I'm self-conscious. I think who would want this?
If my mind launches they'll say I lost it
Contrary to popular belief:
I'm the entire tree and not just one leaf

[Chorus]
Contrary to popular belief:
I hide my feelings deep
Contrary to popular belief:
I get lost inside my sleep

Contrary to popular belief:
I'm climbing on a mountain side steep
Contrary to popular belief:
I'll never know what to keep

Depth

MakesMeThink.com

I've been reading the most "Wow, this makes me think!" posts and geez, a lot of amazing things happen to people. I love reading these awe-inspiring stories. The good and bad. It makes you think! There are so many things in this world we cannot understand. Why is this here, who is so and so, whats the reason for such and such? But isn't that our gift and curse? The ability to ponder. The ability to think. To wonder.

What separates us from the beasts is our minds. Our souls. We've created so many things without knowing it. Amateurs made Apple and Google. Professionals made the Titanic.

In order to hunt the beast, you must find the beast within yourself. Know thy enemy. The first step to understanding the world is understanding yourself. Inner-demons and shoulder angels alike. But we are never alone. Humans can think. We all can. And humans can speak. We all can.

So why don't we?

N.E.R.D.

[Verse 1]
Thank you, thank you, I am so nerdy
But at least I don't suck just like Kirby
I hold demolition derbies in my basement
If you could see how many games I had you'd be in amazement
Alphabetical placement and genre of discs
I've risked throwing out my wrist and though it gets me pissed
I still dismiss screen hackers on my map
A geek who can rap, you think I'm just crap?
Well on my laptop I create Hip Hop
The only thing you hear is tapping and my clocks tick tocks
Like the Tell-Tale Heart, but change one part
The whole insane start, I just raise hell like Bart
Eat my shorts is what I retort then back to the fort
And even if you send your flunkies and cohorts
I unplug em like USB ports and shut them down
So all you hear is the Windows Goodbye sound

[Chorus]
So thank you, thank you, thank you,
I am so nerdy!
I'll be like this, when I'm past thirty!
Thank you, thank you, thank you,
I am so nerdy!
Just call me a mac like an apple or Bernie!

[Verse 2]
Me and music is tight like Bert and Ernie
And we've just established I'm a mac like Bernie
Or call me WALL-E, I buy and is large, just call me in charge
In a cardboard spaceship I barge, just ask the Sarge
On these bars I create masterpieces like Pixar
I am in command, just ask the stars or even the Cars
I'm going Up with a Spirit of Adventure
Get it poppin like balloons punctured, spit out words like dentures
I feast on tracks, they call me the Grim Eater
Are you getting scared? Just laugh, listen to the leader
A monstrous rhyme incorporated in every line
In due time, realize the bug's life is just fine!
I shatter diamonds into shards, I work real hard
Go ahead and find me or just take my card
I will be your number one business associate
That associates with nerds and kids!

[Chorus]
So thank you, thank you, thank you,
I am so nerdy!
I'll be like this, when I'm past thirty!
Thank you, thank you, thank you,
I am so nerdy!
Just call me a mac like an apple or Bernie!

[Verse 3]
I was going to talk on this track all about flossing
But I'm not a dentist, but I keep it tight like draw strings
Decided to be true to myself, so what do you get?
Rhymes straight from the nerd's conscious direct
I'm Never Ending my Real Demeanor
So let me keep things frank like wieners
What you need to keep is that I'm cleaner than bleach
Stranger than Ichigo's hair and my mics hard to reach
This is a breach, so am I a flood?
I'm a Master Chief, so a stud, not a dud, show me some love
I'm flyer than a raven and more vicious than Kraven
My town has wings: an Owl City, call this a cave in
I'm a bone crusher as well as a punisher
My finisher will make you into a flash runner sir!
I'm a butter nerd which means I'm so smooth
So as I get in my groove make me a Facebook group

[Chorus]
So thank you, thank you, thank you,
I am so nerdy!
I'll be like this, when I'm past thirty!
Thank you, thank you, thank you,
I am so nerdy!
Just call me a mac like an apple or Bernie!

T.G.I.F.

Thank God It's Friday, right? Psh. Thank Goodness I'm FRESH! Chyeah!
Hi y'alls. Thanks for reading in on my life. Today's a Friday and a glorious one at that. It's been a pretty good day for the most part. Many things have happened that makes me want to write about it! So, let's go over the entire day.

Let's see, I woke up and didn't dilly dally in bed, I just got up! Pretty good. Morning routine went very smoothly, had enough time to do some bonus chores, that's good. Had a nice little outfit to wear (I love these Chucks I just got, by the by). The sky was beautiful this morning. It has been this entire week. Though the weather has been crazy cold, with raging and howling winds at night, in the morning, boy oh boy, do those clouds look purtty. The sun rises from a chilly sleep and sets all the clouds on fire with an array of pinks and tangerines. A work of art. Frost on the windows! Winter's kicking in.

English: Shakespeare and what nots. Fun stuff there.
Math: logarithims. Not too bad. Test next Wednesday. F! And my little math report due on Monday, buuut I'm a little stuck on it (as in I haven't really looked at it very much) Gotta do that this weekend!
Drama TA: Very peaceful. Found out that "Bennettito" and "Conrad" are leaving during lunch, so they left me in charge of Improv Club. Cool beans! Bennettito told me what to do for today's meeting. They all read this funny little play called "We Won't Pay, We Won't Pay!" Fun script, wordy and takes a lot of hard work, but the talent I'm surrounded by in that class, I'm sure if they really dig in, they'll kick it's ass and all of it's long ass lines. Finished my math work for the most part. Confused on that e function. Oh wells
Drama 3-4: Ehh. Did nothing. Wanted to get picked. Didn't. Scene partner not here. Just chilled. Got ready for Improv Club in Lunch.

Ooo boy, Lunch! That was fun today. Wish Margo was there, sigh. But she got's to eat with her people. Great session today. I led the club, hope I did a good job. Great scenes today. Wish I could perform, but I guess I gotta lead. Could've had ACE and Jukebox108 help, but I wanted to see if I could do it. Hope I did!

Health: nothing. Chemistry: Test Monday. Blech. Chinese: Project time.

After school, had a great little date with Margo today. It's amazing how much fun I had doing nothing at the mall. It's really nothing at all, but with her, it's so much more. Thanks babe, if you're reading this :) My shoulders are so sore from carrying my backpack around all day. Had my Chem Book in there too. But today was great. Overall great.



Tired. Good. Inspired. Friday.
Terrific. Gasoline. Inginition. Fire.
Thanks. Grateful. Intimate. Female
Time. Glory. I'm. Free.

Musings on Life

Hey there! This is my first blogpost that has actual narratives and words that isn't in a rhyming scheme of some sort! Though I love poetry and lyrics, I feel I should actually write some sentences and not cryptic little poems and lyrics. But I'll end all my posts with some poetry, so don't fret if you like the rhymings!

Anyhows, what made me start writing was because of another blogpost. I was reading Jukebox108's blogposts because he recently made one (and he is a dear, dear friend of mine) and because his views on life are extremely profound and awesome to say in the least. It really makes me happy that a lot of my close friends are able of that ability to think. My other friend, let's call him ACE, he should make a blog! Though he jokes a lot and seems heartless, he's quite profound as well. I'd love to read about his thoughts on anything. He's not a big person of sharing, but maybe a blog would make him be able to write a little emotion every now and then. Or he could make ridiculous sattircal articles similiar to those The Onion News Network makes (oh yeah, plug in The Garlic Information Station, it's a work in progress)

My girlfriend, let's call her Margo, she's also a very intelligent person. It perplexes me on how observant she is. She can really read a person and really see what's no there. I love her lots, and one of the reasons why is probably because she can see past my layer upon layer of smiles and jokes. She knows whats really down inside me, and she's OK with it. Which makes me OK with it.



Layers, Layers, Layers
Tunnels, Tunnels, Tunnels
Non-Conveyer
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